a large palm tree with a blue sky in the background
Memento Mori Memento Vivere
artifacts

The Origin Story of the MMMV Collection

the radical mandate

to reeeeally LIVE

Spoiler: This is not a cute, demure concept.

The woman I drew—adorned in gold and turquoise, wearing calavera warpaint, eyes fixed in a state of existential determination with a dose of high-functioning dissociation—is the visceral expression of how it felt to survive. She came to me in the shadow of my life falling apart: navigating the relentless, brain-breaking terror of narcissistic abuse, fighting to crawl out from under a system that thrives on keeping people trapped and used and broken.

When you’ve lost everything—your home, your safety, your very mind—there is nearly nothing left to lose, and that can become a terrifyingly beautiful kind of power.

The Mexica Warrior
Camouflaged not conquered
a woman with a skull mask and a gold mexica headdress behind jungle foliage
a woman with a skull mask and a gold mexica headdress behind jungle foliage
a large palm tree with a blue sky in the background

Her image was born in a moment when my only viable form of transmutation was art.

My history—the dancing, the creative pages, the extreme empathy(read: inability to hold basic boundaries for my own wellbeing)—was always just the outward display.

This Warrior is the oxymoron encompassing this vast existence: the grace and the grit; the beautiful facade and the brutal, tactical determination underneath.

When you claim this piece, you are acknowledging the validity and ownership of your struggle.

You are claiming the hard-won wisdom from your own personal timeline of difficulties, and the wins.

You are demonstrating a resilience that understands the profound, messy gravity of choosing to thrive in a world that is actively burning down.

Though she may appear frozen in fear, it will be made definitively clear that this is a predator's stillness;

she is a jaguar laying in wait.

The camouflage within the chaos is the only armor that matters when you are actively managing a crisis that demands you be invisible to survive, yet completely resolved to

go down fighting.

Her sugar-skull mask is the ultimate contradiction:

It is the unabashed display of the internal destruction I once tried hide behind polite performance while coping with secret self-harm, transformed into macabre regalia.

It’s the lesson that the very act of going-through-it—the systemic struggle, the madness, the trauma—can master a profound, untouchable wisdom.

she is a Mexica

[Meh-she-kah] Warrior by

way of survival, out of necessity.

She is the embodiment of

Memento Vivere

in its darkest, most excruciating form: the historic declaration

that I chose to live.

And best of all,

you no longer

have to fight alone.